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Wed, 13 Jul 2005 21:29:10 GMT

I AM LEAVING THIS ACCOUNT!!!

MY NEW SCREENAME IS ___arcades!!!

comment to be added.

again...

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there; three underscores.

Communist Colonnades and Comely Caterwauls

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 20:59:11 GMT

Go HERE and help tell George W. Bush to fire Karl Rove for maliciously exposing a CIA operative solely because her husband would not falsify evidence on Iraq's nuclear purchases to justify the invasion of Iraq...oops, I mean, "Operation Iraqi Freedom."

dirty cash

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 17:04:53 GMT

whosoever would be kind enough to assist me in this, my time of dire LJ need, i will be indebted to thee.

can anybody do by HTML? i just want my links at the top of the page to say something and i can't get it to do it.

IM me @ radioxwave if you wanna help a nukkah out.

eat that

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 14:47:47 GMT

1. crystal skulls; weak spot
2. beck; que onda guero
3. autolux; turnstile blues
4. M83; teen angst
5. sage francis; slow down gandhi
6. dj shadow w/ mos def; six days (remix)
7. pitty sing; radio
8. tilly and the wall; fell down the stairs
9. fiona apple; paper bag
10. and you will know us by the trail of dead; caterwaul

If tagged, you're it (10 songs you're currently into, then tag 5 other people! Post these instructions, the artists, and the ten songs in your LJ:

TAGS:

_attached
batdance
pas_____amusant
livetodiealone
latenightdiners

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 17:23:38 GMT

Five Different Places You'd Like To Live:
*London
*NYC
*Paris
*Boston
*Amsterdam

Five Celebrities You Think Are Swell
*Steve Jobs
*Jenny Lewis
*hchris......HAHAHAHAHAHA....heheh.......oh
*John Kerry..HAHAHAHAHAHA....heheh.......ok, i'm sorry
*Trent Butler

Five Amazing Things:
*Musica
*The Triangle (or in some cases, square) of agony next year at Palmetto Ridge
*Europe
*The inevitable TacoBell-Borders-MaggieMoo effect
*rainy days

Five things you don't like:
*heat
*George Bush and the neoconservative GOP
*racists, haters, and people who think the United States is always right no matter what
*people who think not supporting the government is unpatriotic
*Blink 182...yeah, that's right daryl, i said it.

Five Things You Miss About Your Childhood:
*carelessness
*green apple slips and fun fridays
*not caring what other people thought of you
*two words...SEGA GENESIS.
*power rangers and rugrats

Five words
*crossword
*socialism
*urbane
*fuck
*delphi

Five Movies you like
*Before Sunrise/Before Sunset
*Shaun of the Dead
*Sideways
*Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory (the original)
*Kill Bill (Volumes I & II)

Five things you are
*a freak
*a wannabe drummer
*a liberal
*a scholar
*not scene

Five TV shows you like
*Six Feet Under
*political shows like Real Time w/ Bill Maher, The Daily Show w/ Jon Stewart, and The Al Franken Show
*Entourage
*the hourlong American Dad-Family Guy extravaganza on Sundays
*miscellaneous adult swim shows: Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Robot Chicken, Futurama, Home Movies, etc.

Five Favorite Musical People/Groups
*Beck
*Crystal Skulls
*Sage Francis (thanks to Courtney)
*Autolux
*Her Space Holiday

Five Types of Music You Dig
*Shoegazer (M83 & Autolux)
*Post-Modern Pop & Post-Rock (Beck & Mogwai)
*Noise Rock (Sonic Youth & the Yeah Yeah Yeahs)
*Lyrical Rap (Sage Francis & Common)
*Alt-Country and classic country (Willie Nelson & Johnny Cash)

5 Random things that have a special place in your heart
*history
*politics
*good books
*coffee
*delphi

Five Things You Want to Do before you die
*go to every country in the world
*go skydiving
*live in a foreign country
*go on a road trip across Europe
*make a difference

Five Jobs You'd like to have
*professor of history
*politician
*journalist
*CIA operative in Europe
*wine taster in California

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 14:29:55 GMT

fucking terrorists.

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 17:51:39 GMT

1 FIRST GRADE TEACHER`S NAME: mrs. park
2 LAST WORDS YOU SAID: safe
3 LAST SONG YOU SANG: "God Only Knows" by the Beach Boys
4 LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED: my two-year old sister
5 LAST THING YOU LAUGHED AT: last night, after midnight, watching Before Sunrise
6 LAST TIME YOU SAID "I DON'T REMEMBER": yesterday at work
7 LAST TIME YOU CRIED: a few weeks ago, i forgot why
8 COLOR OF SOCKS YOU`RE WEARING: white power
9 WHAT`S UNDER YOUR BED: scrabble, shoes, chess
10 TIME YOU WOKE UP TODAY: around 9:15
11 CURRENT TASTE: mocha frapuccino
12 CURRENT HAIR: ...black?
13 CURRENT LOVE: renting indie movies i should have seen when they came out (ie: Before Sunset, Sideways, A Home At the End Of The World)
14 CURRENT ANNOYANCE: mos-kee-toe
15 CURRENT LONGING: LONDON CALLING!
16 CURRENT DESKTOP BACKGROUND: Paris fountains, at night, with the Eiffel Tower in the background
17 CURRENT WORRY: grapes of motherfucking wrath
18 CURRENT HATE: work, heat, not being in europe, being a summer hermit
19 CURRENT FAVORITE ARTICLE OF CLOTHING: fuck you.
20 FAVORITE PHYSICAL FEATURE OF THE OTHER SEX: eyes, hands, face, legs, hair, in that order
21 LAST CD YOU LISTENED TO: The Proximity Effect - Nada Surf
22 FAVORITE PLACE TO BE: europe, with friends, barnes and noble, in that order
23 LEAST FAVORITE PLACE: my house, in the midday sun for no reason, naples
24 TIME YOU WAKE UP: days i don't work: 11 AM; days i do work: 9-9:30 AM
25 IF YOU COULD PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: i'd be a good drummer as opposed to a rappy drummer or i'd know how to play bass guitar or piano
26 FAVORITE COLOR: very dark blue, very dark red, very dark grey (and that's colour, by the way)
27 DO YOU BELIEVE IN AFTERLIFE: it's definitely possible but i'm not going to live my life based on that.
28 HOW TALL ARE YOU?: 5'11
29 CURRENT FAVORITE WORD/SAYING: i like the word love. i like the word bliss. and: asked what he thougt of Western civilisation, Gandhi's reply "I think it woul be a good idea."
30 CURRENT FAVORITE BOOK(S): "Catalyst" by Laurie Halse Anderson; "The Book of Salt" by Monique Truong; "Sophie's World" by Jostein Gaarder; "Bridge to Terabithia" by Katherine Paterson; and "The DaVinci Code" & "Angels & Demons" by Dan Brown
31 FAVORITE SEASON: winter
32 PERSON FROM YOUR PAST YOU`D LIKE TO TALK TO: if they're in my past, i don't really want to talk to them ...there is one person i'd like to talk to and take everything i ever told her back. and if you're reading this it's probably not you. so don't ask. unless you REALLY REALLY want to.
33 WHAT IS YOUR CAREER GOING TO BE: well, i want to study history or political science and i'm starting to look at journalism so either a journalist or a professor.
34 HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT: i could say I DON'T WANT ANY KIDS but realistically, two, with the right person.
35 HAD A PET THAT YOU KILLED: god, no.
36 SAID "I LOVE YOU" AND MEANT IT: yes.
37 GOTTEN IN A FIGHT WITH YOUR PET: uhhhhh, no.
38 BEEN TO NEW YORK: yes
39 BEEN TO FLORIDA: rub it in, fuckface.
40 BEEN TO CALIFORNiA: no
41 BEEN TO HAWAII: no
43 BEEN TO EUROPE: yes, thank god.
44 HAVE YOU EVER MET ANYONE OFF THE NET: yes
45 DREAMED OF SOMETHING REALLY CRAZY AND THEN IT HAPPENED THE NEXT DAY: yes
47 HAD SEX WITH AN EX'S FRIEND: no
48 WENT OUT WITH SOMEONE AND REGRETTED IT: um yes...twice, in fact
49 DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: yes
50 WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW: "Grapes of Wrath" by John Steinbeck; "A People's History of the United States" by Howard Zinn; and "The Bridge at Andau" by James Michner
51 WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD: loneliness mixed with boredom and a dash of jealousy
52 FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP: what time is it
53 HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE: usually three
54 FUTURE DAUGHTER`S NAME: i like jenny, claire, juliet, keira, or julie
55 FUTURE SON`S NAME: i like seth, damien, colin, alex, or pierce
56 WHAT DO YOU SLEEP WITH: blanket and two pillows
57 FAVORITE TV SHOW: daily show w/ jon stewart; real time with bill maher; six feet under; family guy; american dad; the mclaughlin group; jeopardy; law and order; entourage
58 WISH WERE HERE WITH YOU: honestly, i wish i were somewhere else with someone else' i wish someone would wish for me to be there with them where they are, you get me?
59 TATTOOS: none yet
60 PIERCINGS: none yet

THE EXTRA STUFF...

61 DO YOU DO DRUGS: no
62 DO YOU DRINK: sometimes
63 WHAT TOOTHPASTE DO YOU USE: colgate
64 WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO AND CONDITIONER DO YOU USE: American Crew Citrus Mint
65 WHAT ARE YOU MOST SCARED OF: failure, solitude, terminal illness
66 WHAT CLOTHES DO YOU SLEEP IN: shirt and shorts
67 WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT CALLED YOU: nicole
68 WHERE DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: uhhh...somewhere not popular yet not uncommon in a cliche way
69 COULD CHANGE ANYTHING ABOUT YOURSELF, WHAT WOULD IT BE: my physical appearance, my weight, my face, etc.
70 WHO DO YOU REALLY HATE: i hate noone. i dislike many people.
71 BEEN IN LOVE: yes
72 ARE YOU TIMELY OR ALWAYS LATE: it depends on what the event is and how my day's been going
73 DO YOU HAVE A JOB: a non-paying one, at that
74 DO YOU LIKE BEING AROUND PEOPLE: yes
75 BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD: carelessness, requited love, ultimate scenario: walking back to your mid-sized from a movie in manhattan in mid-november with someone who is intelligent, beautiful, and who loves you as you love them; view of city (optional)
76 DO YOU HAVE ANY STUFFED ANIMALS: no
77 ARE YOU A HEALTH FREAK: sometimes
78 DO YOU HAVE A "TYPE" OF PERSON YOU ALWAYS GO AFTER: no
79 DO YOU WANT SOMEONE YOU CAN`T HAVE: i think so
80 ARE YOU LONELY RIGHT NOW: slightly
81 EVER AFRAID YOU`LL NEVER GET MARRIED: sometimes
82 DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: yes
83 DO YOU WANT KIDS:? i wouldn't mind

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...

84 CRIED: no
85 BOUGHT SOMETHING: yes
86 GOTTEN SICK: yes
87 SANG: yes
88 SAID I LOVE YOU: no
89 WANTED TO TELL SOMEONE YOU LOVED THEM: yes
90 Met someone: no
91 MOVED ON: (from what? and) no
92 TALKED TO SOMEONE: yes
93 HAD A SERIOUS TALK: yes
94 MISSED SOMEONE: yes
95 HUGGED SOMEONE: yes
96 YELLED AT SOMEONE: yes
97 DREAMED ABOUT SOMEONE YOU CAN`T BE WITH: yes

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Aleesha is your soulmate.

You truly love Alicia.

You consider Lauren your true friend.

You know that Gaby is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Daryl for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Layne is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Kaysie is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that Courtney is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Courtney changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think Wendel is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Wendel has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?

fucking hilarious

one

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 15:12:22 GMT

5 days until the G8 conference...for those of you who don't know what that is or what ONE means go to WWW.ONE.ORG.

one percent of the US budget could change one billion lives.

Sign the declaration to George W. Bush and send the link to as many people as you can.

take a few minutes and actually read this one.

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 14:09:21 GMT

The following is a complete verbatim transcription from a recent broadcast of "Network 23", a program shown on a local Los Angeles Public Access Cable Channel.

FULL TRANSCRIPTION FROM NETWORK 23:

Good evening, I'm Michel Kassett. This is Network 23. A couple of weeks ago we had a program on the subject of AIDS, addressing the question of whether AIDS -- the AIDS virus -- was created by the government; and I'm sure that some people were quite shocked by what they heard. We spent that entire program relating to you the evidence of a very substantial amount of factual evidence which supports the proposition that AIDS is a synthetic biological agent that was deliberately engineered by the US government as an instrument of depopulation. This is by far the most controversial and dangerous subject that we have ever addressed on this program, so I would like to review briefly the major points -- the most significant pieces of evidence -- that I presented two weeks ago.

The first point was that in the early 1970's, Henry Kissinger wrote a top secret document -- a National Security Memorandum ("NSM 200") -- in which he indicated that "depopulation should be the highest priority of US foreign policy towards the Third World." This Memorandum which can be obtained from the US National Archives, which was only declassified very quietly in 1990, was adopted by the National Security Council as official US foreign policy towards the Third World. Now, this is a classic example of the "secret government" in action, because of none of this was known to the Congress, and certainly, it was not known to the American people. Did any of you know that depopulation was considered a matter of US national security? Did any of you know that for the past 20 years, depopulation has been the highest long-range priority of US foreign policy towards the Third World? No you didn't, because it was classified -- it was a secret.

I would like to read for you just a piece of this document. It is written by Henry Kissinger:

"Reduction of the rate of population in these States is a matter of vital US national security." [National Security Memorandum, Henry Kissinger]

And we even have a map of those areas in which Kissinger indicates where depopulation would be desireable. It's all Third World countries -- it's all brown people and yellow people, of course.

"The US economy will require large and increasing amounts of minerals from abroad, especially from less-developed countries. That fact gives the US enhanced interests in the political, economic and social stability of the supplying countries. Wherever a lessening of population can increase the prospects for such stability, population policy becomes relevant to resources, supplies and to the economic interests of the United States." [National Security Memorandum, Henry Kissinger]

Now, when Kissinger says "economic interests of the United States..." he means the interests of US corporations, which are in fact, multi-national corporations, with no loyalty to this country whatsoever. NSM 200, unlike other government documents on the subject, outlined "international and political and economic implications of population growth..." rather than its ecological or sociological aspects. Like we have been saying all along, the New World Order is a business, and the US Government is in the business of business.

Now, the next document was from the US Senate Library. It is a record of the Appropriations Hearing that was held in July of 1969, where the Department of the Army specifically requested and received $10 million to develop "a synthetic biological agent that would impair or destroy the human immune system." This is from the US Senate Library. We also made reference to several published articles from the World Health Organization, written about the same time, which advocated similar kinds of research toward the development of "a hybrid virus that could selectively effect the human immune system."

Like it not, these documents all exist. The Kissinger Memorandum, the Army Appropriations Hearing, the articles from the World Health Organization; these are official records -- facts of history -- that can not be disputed.

We also pointed out an incredible coincidence. The World Health Organization went into Central Africa in 1972 -- into an area that is known as the "AIDS Belt" -- and administered a smallpox vaccination to several thousands of Africans. This event was followed immediately by the first outbreak of AIDS on this planet -- a remarkable coincidence -- that was noted as a Front Page Headline in the London Times, but has never even been mentioned in the US Media -- never even mentioned.

Another startling fact that was never mentioned in the mainstream media -- the Hepatitis B Vaccine that was given to several thousand male homosexuals in New York and San Francisco in 1978. The fact is, every single person who received that vaccine contracted AIDS -- every single one of them -- without exception. That is what the first American victims of AIDS all had in common. They were receivers of the Hepatitis B Vaccine. It is a document fact. AIDS began in America in 1978 in the homosexual communities of New York and San Francisco, immediately following a government-sponsored program of Hepatitis B Vaccinations. This is all completely documented -- it is completely true.

In our first program, we made many references to material that you can and should read, such as the Strecker Memorandum, by Dr. Robert Strecker. Another work called "Who Murdered Africa," by Dr. William Douglas. And an incredible book called "A Higher Form of Killing," which documents over 500 specific cases of biological experimentation by our government on an unsuspecting public. If you don't think they do "that kind of thing," you are simply uninformed.

We also read you an official government report from the Royal Society of Medicine in Great Britain, in which they state unequivocally that "saliva and blood are vastly more infectious than genital secretions," and "that AIDS meets none of the criterion of a venereal disease. That despite the misrepresentations of the American Medical Establishment and the American Government, AIDS is not primarily a sexually transmitted disease." All of that, according to the Royal Society of Medicine in Great Britain. That's a document that we have and we'll come back to it in just a moment.

We also shared with you information and opinions from many highly-respected physicians, like Dr. Robert Strecker, Dr. William Douglas, Dr. Cantwell, Dr. Hazeltine, Dr. Alonso, who all agree that the AIDS virus could never have occurred spontaneously in Nature. That animal viruses cannot jump species, as we are being told they did, as we are being asked to believe happened -- when allegedly, a green monkey bit an Africa and precipitated the pandemic of AIDS. We know as a scientific fact that viruses cannot jump species, unless they are specifically engineered to do so. And we also know for a scientific fact that the AIDS virus bears no resemblance whatsoever to any virus ever found in a green monkey, but does bear a total resemblance to cow virus and sheep virus, which have somehow been bonded together. The only possible way these two different species of virus could bond together would be in a laboratory -- something engineered in a laboratory -- and then further engineered to make the jump into a human system.

We talked about the Laws of Virology, which state that for every case of infection -- viral infection -- that is known and reported, there are 99 cases that are unknown and unreported. This means that if we have 200,000 known cases of AIDS, then there are 20 million right behind it. 20 million Americans who are HIV positive and do not know it. We also shared quotes from several doctors who believe that the HIV infection rate has now reached approximately 100 million people on the Continent of Africa; 30 to 50 million in Asia; and no less than 20 million in the United States.

Again, the Laws of Virology state that the rate of infection for a retrovirus, like the AIDS virus, the rate of infection will double approximately every 12 months. Another frightening fact that no one has bothered to tell us, is that there are six different basic types of the AIDS virus, and that each of these basic types, being what is called a "recombinant retrovirus," has a recombinant potential of 9,000 to the Fourth Power. "Recombinant" means the ability to change and recombine into something new, and the calculation 9,000 to the Fourth Power times 6 is literally in the hundreds of millions of trillions of different possible forms and manifestations of the AIDS virus. [Note, the number calculated is 354,294,000,000,000,000,000,000,000 variations of the AIDS virus]. Now that means that you would need a vaccine for every possible choice that the virus could make, which is technically impossible; truthfully, realistically impossible. It's like the influenza virus -- there's no vaccine. There are simply too many strains of it, too many different varieties, to ever develop a single, comprehensive vaccine.

The bottom line? We are not being told the truth about this plague. In the words of Dr. Hazeltine in his testimony to Congress: "AIDS is a species threatening disease." Now, I don't want to appear to bleak or too hopeless. All of these doctors believe that some type of cure is possible, but that we're going to need a lot more money, and we're going to have to move beyond the strangle hold of the Medical Establishment -- the AMA. And since he lives here in Los Angeles, I'm now going to put the number of Dr. Robert Strecker up on the screen -- I'm going to flash that number for you now. Please put that up, thank you. [213 344-8039]. I urge you to write down this number and to make this call. Please call Dr. Strecker. All you have to do is call, and he will send you information -- important critical information -- on the subject of AIDS.

Alright. About 3 weeks ago we played an excerpt from a speech by Craig Hulet, and tonight I want to play you something else from that speech which relates to the subject of AIDS. For those who do not know him, Craig Hulet was a former advisor to the National Security Council and a former consultant to several multi-national corporations, and he has, as they say; "come in from the cold..." -- he has crossed over and has spent the last 3 or 4 years writing and lecturing on the subject of the New World Order - sharing with everyone who will listen, the breadth and the scope of his knowledge and experience.

Mr. Hulet knows first-hand the kind of men who are running the world. He knows what they're up to and he is trying to warn us. Now, on this list of alternative sources of information, which so many people are writing in to receive -- you know all you have to do is send in a stamped, self-addressed envelope, and we'll send you one -- the name at the top of this list is Craig Hulet. He is an indispensable connection. So, right now I want to play for you a small excerpt from a speech that he gave on July 25th at the Hilton Hotel in Los Angeles. His subject was George Bush and the New World Order, but at the end of the evening, he was asked a specific question about AIDS, and this is how he responded:

"... biological warfare virus by the US Military. Sure... I really hate that subject. You know, we're never, ever going to be able to prove -- Strecker, William Douglas -- we'll never be able to prove that AIDS was developed specifically to reduce the populations of Central Africa, the black inner cities, drug users, prostitutes and homosexuals. But it just seems strange to me that all through the 1960's and 1970's, there were books published; [the] Global 2000 Report to the President, [the] the Club of Rome wrote a book on over-population -- I must have 50 books on over-population and the need to get rid of a certain large amount of people on the planet. Now, they never say which people out to be gotten rid of, but it seems a major coincidence that the same people that are starving in Ethiopia, in the Sudan, are the same people that getting AIDS and dying. By the year 2000, they expect 60 million blacks in Central Africa to die of AIDS. 60 million! It could be as many as 20 million in America. Homosexuals, predominantly, and the interesting thing is, it is not a homosexual disease. It IS a man-made, mutated disease. It had to have been man-made. Sheep do not get together and do chemical experiments on their viruses. So, a man had to graft this bovine virus, which they know that's what it is, onto a human cell. It had to be made. So we know its man-made. They know it's transmitted with the... because they know the most effective device... the best test to discover if you have AIDS... is not a blood test, it's a saliva test. Now why haven't they told us that?"

"It's not a sexually transmitted disease, it's simply a disease that gets transmitted. And you can transmit it by sneezing on someone. Why don't they tell us that? In the Congressional Record, it says that it can be transmitted "effectively" by mosquitos. It says so. The Center for Disease Control, in the Congressional Record, says that it is transmitted by mosquitos in Belgrade, Florida -- they know it for a fact. Why haven't they told us that AIDS is being transmitted by mosquitos? They say it to themselves in the Congressional Record, why don't they tell us?"

"OK. Here's my theory. Whether or not [AIDS] was created for the purpose of exterminating the very same, coincidentally, same anti-social element that the men I did business with for 15 or 20 years, though ought to be gotten rid of anyways; homosexuals, prostitutes, blacks, etc., and of course, the Black Continent -- they want the resources but they certainly don't want to feed the people, see? Why is that they are allowing all of these myths to be told -- the destruction to take place, and they're doing nothing to stop it? Here's my theory, and this is all it is -- is a theory -- that they'll find a cure when about 1 billion people on this planet have died from AIDS, starvation and disease -- all over the world, all of sudden Eli Lilly, who is one of the major corporations doing AIDS research -- and coincidentally, George Bush on the Board of Eli Lilly -- when they finally eliminate huge sections of the population, which is what they always wanted throughout the 1960's and 1970's, because of over-population -- it's called "mitigating the problem." They feel that AIDS and famine and disease will mitigate the problem of over-population. I suspect that around the year 2010 or so, all of a sudden Eli Lilly will announce that they've found a phenomenal cure for AIDS, but not until a lot people die. Because like I said, it seems a major coincidence to me that the very same people that the men I did business with for years, dislike the most, those people who just happen to be the ones that are contracting AIDS -- happens to be some of the ones that are dying in famines, pestilence and bombing into the Stone Age like we just did -- I don't believe in the "Coincidence Theory of History" -- I just don't. I haven't for a long time because the CIA, the National Security Council is too brilliantly planned. They plan everything to the most minute detail. I can't believe that all of this is a coincidence. That's all I can say though."

"I'm going to do a White Paper on that one of these days. One of the reasons I haven't is that if you talk about AIDS, you never get invited on the university campus -- you follow me? So I never address AIDS... for 4 years I've had material on AIDS that addresses this in some fundamental way, and some of it was very good documentation, proving some of the things that I just said, but I have never discussed it because of you discuss AIDS, I guarantee you, you will never be a speaker on the university campuses." [Craig Hulet]

Once again, I want to say that even though it may not be proved in any "absolute" sense, because absolute proof is impossible in a relative universe, and that's one of the tricks of the cynic or the skeptic, is that they demand absolute proof, knowing full well there is no such thing as absolute proof, there is only evidence, and a certain point you make a decision on the basis of the evidence -- you make a decision which becomes your belief -- on the basis of the evidence. So, on the basis of the evidence, it is my belief, it is my conviction at a very deep level, that AIDS was deliberately created and implemented by the United States Government -- more specifically by certain individuals, most notably Henry Kissinger, Brent Scowcroft and George Herbert Walker Bush, who was the Director of the CIA at that time, when the Kissinger Memorandum was adopted by the National Security Council. I can't prove it absolutely, by I personally believe that Bush was deeply involved -- a major player -- particularly in the implementation of this epidemic. There's an article in the LA Times yesterday that says "Bush Defends AIDS Budget" and "urges behavioral changes." There was a protest demonstration in Kennebunkport, Maine -- the AIDS Coalition to Unleash Power marched through the tiny downtown area of Kennebunkport. Bush criticized the gay activists for "hurting holiday business" in this picturesque New England resort, for "hurting holiday business."

Quote (this is Bush talking); "To the degree the message hits some merchant in Kennebunkport, on the best weekend possible, and caused them to close their doors, I got that part of it, and I didn't like it." This is one cold reptile. He goes on to say; "You know why they were here. I know why they were here. They were here because you all are here," said the President to the White House Press Corp. "They were here because they can get television coverage, and to some degree, print coverage, because the President happened to be at home."

You see, he is contemptuous, he is contemptuous of the people that have this disease. A spokesperson for the demonstrators said that most of Bush's AIDS policy has gone into research on AZT, a drug that they said, at best, can only slow the progression of the disease. It's like junk food for viruses. As Hulet just said, they don't want to stop it, it's "mitigating the problem," it's getting rid of the undesirables. When asked what he thought should be done about the AIDS crisis, Bush said; "I'm in favor of behavioral change."

Now what is the subtext? What is he saying? He's speaking to his 80% constituency, telling them what they want to hear, and he is saying basically that AIDS is caused by immoral behavior, immoral sexual behavior or immoral drug use. He knows that's a lie, but he is a liar, so what do you expect. He's the master of deception. He was in on it, I have no doubt whatsoever.

We said we were going to return this document. This is the House of Common Social Services Committee, and this is a document prepared by the Royal Society of Medicine. You can not get more official than this in Great Britain. And this is what they say:

"The scale of the deceptions and misinformation perpetrated by virologists, clinicians and editors of scientific and medical journals about the infectivity of genital secretions, compared with that of blood and saliva, has been astonishing. In the presence of a new, lethal virus, spreading amongst people, for which no vaccine or cure is in sight, every person would assume that scientists have been working day and night to verify how it is transmitted. On the contrary, having assumed for a variety of motives that AIDS is a sexually transmitted disease like syphilis or gonorrhea, a negligible research effort has gone into the critical matter of transmission. A few preliminary papers were published and their findings have been repeatedly quoted as showing the opposite of what they actually showed. When this was pointed out in letters to the editors of American medical and scientific journals, publication has been refused. No attempt has been made to check or double-check the findings in other laboratories, or to rectify published errors."

"As far as it goes, the tiny research effort into infectivity of bodily fluids indicates that saliva is far more infectious than genital secretions, but that blood is vastly more infectious than either. Consequently, the idea that condoms can have any significant effect on the spread of AIDS in a nation is utterly preposterous."

This is the Royal Society of Medicine in Great Britain. I'll continue...

"Governments all over the world are spending millions of pounds [dollars], advising their citizens to prevent AIDS by using condoms on the basis of MANIFESTLY FRAUDULENT misrepresentation of scientific evidence."

You know, if they're going to spend millions of your tax dollars on televised warnings, don't you think they ought to include cuts and wounds and saliva and breathing it into the lungs, which apparently happens -- 16,000 health care workers are infected by AIDS. Ask them. Ask the ones who believe their superiors at the AMA about the costs of ignorance. You want the truth about AIDS? Get outside the American Blackout. Get outside the boundaries of the so-called "freest nation on Earth."

Back in the 1960's you know, we used to feel sorry for the Russian people, because we knew they weren't getting the whole picture. We wondered what that must be like. My god, it was hard to imagine. Well, now we know. Now we know exactly what it's like, to live in a society where crucial information -- information critical to our survival is being controlled and suppressed by the government.

The bottom line? Very serious bad guys are in control of your planet. And the name at the top of the list is George Bush. George Herbert Walker Bush, Emperor of the Earth and Supreme Commander of the Dark Side of the Force.

Well, we're out of time. Good night. I hope to see you all again next week. If I don't, you will certainly know why."

END OF TRANSCRIPTION OF NETWORK 23 PROGRAM.

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 19:50:52 GMT

You Were Actually Born Under:

Popular and crafty, you are a master at the art of seduction.
You are intelligent and intuitive - and make a savvy businessperson.
You live life to the fullest, even if it means maxing out your credit cards.
Many people are secretly (and hopelessly) in love with you.

You are most compatible with a Rooster or Ox.

You Should Have Been Born Under:

Your most comfortable inside your head - and often daydream the day away.
You have an artistic temperament that makes you seem creative to some, eccentric to others.
You avoid conflict at all costs, and you have a difficult time with relationships.
Attractive and with good manners, you tend to shine in social situations.

You are most compatible with a Pig or Rabbit.

What Year Were You Born Under?

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 15:16:02 GMT

Your Expression Number is 9

An idealist and humanitarian, you strive to make the world a better place.
You do your best when you follow your feelings and sense of compassion.
Deep down, you dream of being loved by many.

You are capable of much human understanding and have a lot to give to others.
While you are very ambitious, you never lose site of perspective.
You have an abundance of creative talents... you just need to tap into them.

Although you are a giving person, you can become selfish if you are ignored.
If you are not able to help people, you tend to shelf your talents.
Without others, you become aloof and start to lack sensitivity.

What's Your Expression Number?

when i started filling in my name for this thing, i thought "how the hell is this supposed to be accurate from only my name". yet, amazingly enough, it's all true. damn. take it. and post it. i want to see who else is a hopeless idealist.

how's everyone's summer going?

The Schiavo Act and Operation: Iraqi "Freedom"

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 18:01:08 GMT

"To occupy Iraq would instantly shatter our coalition, turning the whole Arab world against us and make a broken tyrant into a latter-day hero ... assigning young soldiers to a fruitless hunt for a securely entrenched dictator and condemning them to fight in what would be an un-winnable urban guerilla war. It could only plunge that part of the world into even greater instability." That sounds like something Dean or Nader might say, right? WRONG.

-George Bush Snr. (1998)

Who signed legislation permitting doctors to remove the life support system of patients in a persistent vegetative state, regardless of the wishes of the family? Must've been Kennedy in Massachusetts or myabe Gray Davis in California, right? WRONG.

-George W. Bush as Governor of Texas (1999)

Of Saddam Hussein, "He has not developed any significant capability with respect to weapons of mass destruction. He is unable to project conventional power against his neighbours." Hmmmmm...

-Colin Powell (2001/pre-Iraq War)

Of Saddam Hussein, "We are able to keep arms from him. His military forces have not been rebuilt." Hmmmmm...

-Condoleeza Rice (2001/pre-Iraq War)

amazing. i love the internet.

Curnonsky Avenged

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 18:41:52 GMT

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finally. i update! and finally. an outing!

mr. smith and angelina jolie, here i come.

blegh

Mon, 23 May 2005 00:30:13 GMT

i love not having a computer. so now you know.

i might be MIA for a while. just pretend i'm off on some exotic trip for a few days/weeks. i know you'll totally miss my ramblings.

anyway, nothing's going on; it's pretty much just the utterly eternal 4 last days of school...

byeeeeeeeee.

it's the end of the world as we know it

Thu, 12 May 2005 02:11:16 GMT

when i heard about this Real ID business that's being passed in congress i immediately had this image come to mind...

THE BUSH-CHERTOFF RALLY IN NUREMBERG,TEXAS circa 2008

*note: Chertoff is our secretary of homeland security; he happens to have a deputy secretary named Michael Jackson...
*another note: the DHS website has a section titled "The DHS Transition"...

...and i'm not even kidding...

ok. this proposition includes putting this republican jackass, Chartoff, above the Supreme Court and the Constitution, itself...but its okay...its to "protect the American people"...this bill is conveniently attached to a military appropriations bill which means many senators won't vote against it for fear of being denounced as "opposition to equiping our troops overseas" and hence, "soldier-killers", since this administration seems so avid about calling people killers.

this shit has gone way beyond creepy and funny; i can feasibly see this government turning to Corporatism, the precursor to fascism...the essential spark is there: governement allying itself with corporations (money[for the rich, of course]) over the people (freedom). i don't know; maybe it's just me, but i'm scared.

in case i don't see you in the morning: good night, constitution.

Mon, 09 May 2005 23:33:53 GMT

new email: ofrobotics@gmail.com

List of Movies I Can't Wait To See: 2005
1. Sin City
2. Kung Fu Hustle
3. Kingdom of Heaven
4. The Interpreter
5. Fever Pitch
6. The Amityville Horror
7. The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy
8. Mindhunters
9. Star Wars Episode III: Revenge of the Sith
10. Mr. & Mrs. Smith
11. War of the Worlds
12. Dark Water
13. Fantastic Four
14. Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
15. The Island
16. The Brothers Grimm
17. The Pink Panther
18. Red Eye
19. Domino
20. Syriana
21. Aeon Flux
22. V for Vendetta
23. Rent
24. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
25. The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe
26. Flightplan

Mon, 09 May 2005 01:40:53 GMT

Take the quiz: "What do you love about making love?"

Love
You are a lover of love. You love to love and be loved. You are perhaps a hopeless romantic but those are rare nowadays. Think of it as a gift. Whether you are saving yourself for that special someone or you have already found him or her. You are part of an almost extinct species of human. The kind that believe in true love... Because love is truly beautiful!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Sat, 07 May 2005 01:53:39 GMT

i need a new AIM acreename and a new gmail account and a new lj screenname.

i saw part of saving private ryan yesterday and today. i hadn't seen it before. i thought it was awesome but i'm a history buff so i guess i'm the exception.

i am loving this advance of the new The Starting Line album...i don't know if i've gone pop-punk crazy but i heart it...it's just...well...the rock.

instructions:
1. click this link first: [Stop Going To Shows!].
2. watch.
3. click this link second: [Seriously...Stop!].
4. watch.

they're a bit long but well worth it.

any ideas for my new accounts?

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 17:46:59 GMT

Your #1 Match: ENFP

The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller!

You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

Your #2 Match: ENTP

The Visionary

You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression.
You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything.
Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off.
You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments.

You would make a great entrpreneur, marketing executive, or actor.

Your #3 Match: INFP

The Idealist

You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.

You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

Your #4 Match: INTP

The Thinker

You are analytical and logical - and on a quest to learn everything you can.
Smart and complex, you always love a new intellectual challenge.
Your biggest pet peeve is people who slow you down with trivial chit chat.
A quiet maverick, you tend to ignore rules and authority whenever you feel like it.

You would make an excellent mathematician, programmer, or professor.

Your #5 Match: ENFJ

The Giver

You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and usually succeed.
Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections.
Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down.
You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine.

You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist.

What's Your Personality Type?

Your Birthdate: July 30

Your birthday on the 30th day of the month shows individual self-expression is necessary for your happiness.

You tend to have a good way of expressing yourself with words, certainly in a manner that is clear and understandable.

You have a good chance of success in fields requiring skill with words.

You can be very dramatic in your presentation and you may be a good actor or a natural mimic.

You have a vivid imagination that can assist you in becoming a good writer or story-teller.

Strong in your opinions, you always tend to think you are on the right side of an issue.

There may be a tendency to scatter your energies and have a lot of loose ends in your work.

You may have significant artistic talent and be very creative.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

stolen from courtney

Thu, 28 Apr 2005 01:09:38 GMT

Your Seduction Style: The Charmer

You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement.
You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you.
By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power.
And then you've got them exactly where you want them!

What Is Your Seduction Style?

- i need to study; i'm extremely nervous about the ap biology exam.
+ i'm not as nervous about the ap world history one but still; i don't want to get overconfident.
- we failed at making the talent show (that was cancelled).
+ i want to watch the interpreter.
+ i'm reading the great gatsby and it's turning out to be an incredibly well-written book. i like it alooot.
- um, some people who i once considered to be some of my best friends, if not the best ones i had, have done an excellent job of veering to the side of being asses. but whatver. true friends remain.
- i'm anxious for summer(+).
- i don't really know what's going on.
- and i don't mean to sound like a pathetic emofuck but i sure could do without this loneliness.

out.

don't hold your breath because you'll only make things worse

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 02:03:01 GMT

wish gaby, nicole, and i luck for tomorrow. we're in the palmetto ridge a-team and we'll be facing gulf coast's a-team tomorrow.

...let's just say i'm not too hopeful...

but if we do win it'll be a huge upset so we'll see.

.......anywaysss........

dckspwned

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 22:42:02 GMT

current digital mixtape

Marvo Ging:::The Chemical Brothers
Revolutionary Politics Of Dance:::An Albatross
One With The Freaks:::The Notwist
Hello:::Sputnik
Legendary:::Lou Barlow
Signals Over The Air:::Thursday
Let The Poison Spill:::The Faint
Maps:::Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Five Star Day:::Aqueduct
Ratts of the Capital:::Mogwai
Daughters:::John Mayer
Crank Heart:::Xiu Xiu
Flying High:::Jem
Rowing Song:::Patty Griffin
Honest Mistake:::The Bravery
My Girlfriend's Boyfriend:::Her Space Holiday
Isn't It Time:::Slow Motion Reign
I'd Rather Dance With You:::Kings Of Convenience
Close Edge:::Mos Def
Catch My Disease:::Ben Lee
Crystal Clear:::The Fiery Furnaces
Michael:::Franz Ferdinand
Left Behind:::Aqualung

...btchz...

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 16:23:00 GMT

1. Post the names of 20 musicians/bands.
2. See who can guess which is your favorite song by each.
3. Once someone guesses right, bold that row and include the song.

1. Kings Of Convenience - Misread [__breakup]
2. Kaiser Chiefs - I Predict A Riot [xavernal_coldx]
3. Minus The Bear - Monkey!!! Knife!!! Fight!!! [livetodiealone]
4. Beck - Loser [__breakup]
5. Rilo Kiley - Portions for Foxes [xavernal_coldx]
6. Neutral Milk Hotel - Communist Daughter [new_wave_chaos]
7. Bright Eyes - We Are Nowhere And It's Now [__breakup]
8. Brand New - Guernica [xavernal_coldx]
9. Death Cab For Cutie - Fake Frowns [new_wave_chaos]
10. Cursive - The Recluse [livetodiealone]
11. Taking Back Sunday - Timberwolves At New Jersey [new_wave_chaos]
12. Elliott Smith - Say Yes [new_wave_chaos]
13. Mogwai - Ratts of the Capital [livetodiealone]
14. Q and not U - This Are Flashes [xavernal_coldx]
15. Sondre Lerche - Two Way Monologue [juliacoolia07]
16. Coldplay - Don't Panic [xavernal_coldx]
17. Straylight Run - Existensialism On Prom Night [new_wave_chaos]
18. Thursday - War All The Time [lookscankilll]
19. The Decemberists - The Legionnaire's Lament [__breakup]
20. Sigur Ros - Staralfur [xavernal_coldx]

Thu, 07 Apr 2005 21:28:23 GMT

Your dating personality profile:

Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.
Intellectual - You consider your mind amongst your assets. Learning is not a chore but a constant search after wisdom and knowledge. You value education and rationality.
Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love.

Your date match profile:

Intellectual - You seek out intelligence. Idle chit-chat is not what you are after. You prefer your date who can stimulate your mind.
Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.
Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If her jokes make you laugh, she has won your heart.

Your Top Ten Traits

1. Liberal
2. Intellectual
3. Big-Hearted
4. Sensual
5. Funny
6. Adventurous
7. Outgoing
8. Stylish
9. Wealthy/Ambitious
10. Romantic

Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Intellectual
2. Practical
3. Funny
4. Adventurous
5. Shy
6. Sensual
7. Big-Hearted
8. Wealthy/Ambitious
9. Stylish
10. Romantic

from http://www.datingdiversions.com

by the way: HTTP://WWW.MYSPACE.COM/MAKEOUTSANDHIGHFIVES. that's me, gaby, and daryl. add it, bitch.

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 11:49:46 GMT

ENHARMONICSSUCKDADIQ

Sterling has got no friends. It is...because he is nasty.